CALLINGS WITHIN THESE WALLS
Within these walls;
I keep hearing God’s Calls.
However, these walls have trapped me within my life;
With each step I take, so much hardship, so much strife.
Tears fall from my eyes;
Each day my soul, little by little dies.
From frustrations of having hardships for decades long;
Just one success is all I ask, to keep me strong.
The reason why I ask for this one thing;
Is to not burden anyone of whom I love, for them to not struggle or sting.
And to put me into the world so that I can answer these calls;
This is what it will bring.
I feel like an animal trapped in a cage;
At the mercy of these 4 walls;
With their floors as my stage.
A stage to go back and forth, pacing;
With thoughts in my head, those of God’s calls, racing.
About how to comfort others that are in pain;
So that they will see days full of sunshine instead of rain.
I know God knows my heart;
And since I was a child, I have always felt that He has set me apart.
For despite the pain within my own life that I may be going through;
I would set it all aside, to take on the pain of another, on cue.
It is true when one has said;
When you are not doing what God has called you to do;
You feel dead.
In my dreams every night;
The things that I would dream of doing;
I would do with all my might.
From all the excitement, my heart begins to pound;
Hoping that its soundwaves would be strong enough to break my walls, all around.
I just have to have faith on the fact;
That God and I have a pact.
These walls are up all around me;
And all of the struggles that were meant for me to be;
To have he right time, to be released into Life’s Sea.
So as I wait for these walls to come down;
I will keep praying to the Man up Above, the One with the Crown.
As I continue to hear God’s Calling;
I’ll try to stop all of my bawling.
Be happy that with God’s Word, you were enlightened;
That is sufficient to keep your days brightened.